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2011; My love 
HTML Hit Counters I'm an ordinary girl with a wonderful life. I had my first cry on 06.07.1995 / So now I'm 17 in 2012. I got a happy family and bunch of darlingsss that make my life perfect. I dress for image, not for myself, not for men. I curse those who try to bitch around me. = ) I can be a good listener, a very good friend, a very sweet partner. You know my name, But not my story. Hotmail Thursday, April 5, 2012. Blog is half-dead. As usual, Im getting lazy to update. Haha. (:
So I'm here again to post bout someone. #It's gonna be a long long story.
I remember how much I loved him last time. And I took him as a person that I can never live without with.
But, nothing is forever.. I started to find out all the things he did outside. Flirting with girls like a pervert. When I confronted this to him, he told me that actually his account get hacked by someone. What a ridiculous excuse! The way he talked with them and all is just exactly same like him! Damn, I can't believe I made myself to believe all his lies! ( I'm a girl who easily trust someone, but once I find out that you cheat me, I'll never believe you anymore. )
So yeah, I forgave him since he said that is a misunderstand. And I thought that everyone deserves second chance. After some time, I checked his Facebook again. Yeah, I checked it. Because I don't believe him! Guess what, I found the same thing again. I was so sad, same like how I felt when the first time I found out what he did behind me! Also, I was angry. I felt so stupid for believing him! Then I brought this to him. Once again, he told me that was hacker. What a funny thing! He promised me he will just delete his Facebook and make a new one again. I know I know, it is very stupid if I forgive him again. But maybe because I still love him that time and he treats me very good. It's quite impossible for a guy that cheat me behind but still so nice to me, right? ( This is the excuse I gave myself that time to let him stay. ) So, he deleted his Facebook.
I used to let my boyfriend to sign in my Facebook because I want to let him know that is okay to let him see what I usually do in Facebook, just anything... But he was too over! He replied my friends' messages! And when some guys asked for number, he gave them his number. Why can't he just ignore them!? YES, there are some guys who flirted me, But hey, I didn't flirt with them right!? Even I'm already taken but doesn't mean other guys cannot come after me. He called some guys and scolded them. My god! This is so embarrassed! After all this things happened, I stop giving him my password.
One day, one of my friend called me. He told me bout my boyfriend flirts with 'him'. ( My friend created an fake account with a girl photo, he was trying to prank his friend. ) I acted like I don't know what's going on even though I had seen thousand times before. I tried so hard to tell my friend it isn't him. ( This is so humiliating! How I gonna faced my friend when someone call you up and tell you that your boyfriend doing such thing behind you?! ) My friend even asked me to go online and he gave me the e-mail address and password to log in the fake account to check out that he wasn't lying.
DaFuqq, this problem again! Talk bout sex and everything. The way he chats , I know!
But I don't feel sad that time, just angry... dissapointed.
Then he changed his password, told me that was hacker work. Seriously, he made me laugh, I was wondering that actually is he stupid or I look silly that's why he think that I will trust him??? Whatever, I just let him be. I know I'm wasting my time to continue be with him. But actually there's a reason. He 'loves' me a lot, so if I break up with him, I sure that he will come to my house and make some stupid thing. I don't want my relationship problem bring in front of my family. This is so wrong! I'll always try my best to settle everything without giving trouble to my family, but too bad, he is a guy who already 18-19, but still acting like a kid. He called my mum whenever we argue, try to get my mum's help. Please! Solve your problem yourself! Not making problem to me by disturbing my family!
Again and again... I found out a lot cases, stupid silly things... I don't love him anymore, I hate him, he is so annoying. I don't even feel like want to spend one minute on him. Can you understand this kind of feeling?! Whenever I talk to him, I feel like I am one of the girl he played with. I can't stop thinking what he did behind me, so Disgusting! Childish! Immature! Terrible! Jerk! Pervert! He's like, some guy who got mental problem! OMG, it was a nightmare. Terrifying! One night, he left his laptop at my house. At first actually I didn't want to check him. But, I just want to double make sure whether did he really change after I stop checking him for 2-3 months. Thanks god, he didn't log out his Facebook, so I get to stalk him.
Never change. Still the same. Flirting around. The worst part is, he talked to his friend, ( She almost couple with my ex but failed, maybe because of me. ) The conversation is roughly like this ;-
Ex : I'm not happy blablablah..
Girl : Why? Because you want to be single or you don't like her anymore?
Ex : Both. ( I was like WTF! You should tell me this so that we can just break up! )
And so on , I forgot what they said.
Funny part come here. He told me he get HACKED again. And he blamed me for checking him without asking his permission. Woah, if I ask him, I will never know bout this interesting convo. Hmm, I was kinda curious bout who is the hacker because he/she is super understand my ex. Actually that girl is not in his friend list, so, how on Earth the hacker know that they know each other??
And then, I planned to break up with him. (Y) I'd never expect that I will leave him one day, & I am so happy for making this decision.
I thought everything will go smooth and fine after I broke up with him and warned him not to disturb my family and also he promised me. But fuck him, he came to my house on Friday ( 2 days after we broke up ).
FHL. He was trying to make this problem into a big matter! Even made my parents misunderstand me! That day was horrible. In the end, he forced me no way, so I had to tell my mum what really happened between us. And my mum had to counsel him. Wtf right?!
Argh, still have long story but I'm lazy to tell. Just he non-stop annoying me.
I hate him.
I don't trust any guy. I will, but not now.
I get hurt by 3 guys in this 2-3 years.
I am enough with all their lies and empty promises.
Guys, don't ever hurt a girl. You will regret. Trust me.
* My dear ex-s, I appreciate that you guys come back for me again, but once you let go of me, you will never get me again. : )
    
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  8:15 AM Monday, January 30, 2012.                     8:55 AM Thursday, November 17, 2011.
 
 
    
  
 Hey!! Haha, okay, again... Always lazy to update my blog. So in this post I upload all the pictures lah. And then... Ayor, I have ntg to say. But anyway. Happy Holiday! =)   
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